Thursday, December 30, 2004 @ 11:24 PM
hmm... 1 m0re day 2 0ur 0ff!c!al "2Be" w0r!! hee... un0ff!c!al da past days... hav been happy all da way... zhen de... hmm... thanx 4 try!n 2 xpla!n
t!ngs 0ut 2 me... esp yesterday n00n da sms... ! n0 angry ah... juz t!nk!n h0w cum all wh0 msg u later than me da w!l get the!r repl!es back 1st w0r... jeal0us la!! haa... anyway, glad u d!d b0ther +care 2 return a call 2 xpla!n... + pers0nally xpla!n yaself !n da even!n... 0h ya... n0t bc0s ! always chase ya g0 hm k... c0s later ya reach hm late ah... sum0re j0urney hm sure t!r!n de ah... muz g0 hm early b f!l!al s0n k!! haa... =p but w!l st!l b c0unt!n da num 0f t!mes tat ya had walk hm w!f me da!! ^-^ l00k!n 4ward 2 2m0l0 da f!rewks ya!! g0nna hav fun 2m0l0 k!!
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 1:02 AM
spec!ally del!cated 2 "2Be"... hee... =p t!me passes... l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses... "2Be"... thanx 4 ask!n ya "q" 0n tat ver! n!te... n reply!n ya my "ans"... but n0t tat r0mant!c w0r!! c0s !ts n0t
"l!ve"?? haa... anyway... st!ll wanna say... thanx 4 br!ghten!n up my l!fe... n 4 da cum!n da re z!... l00k!n 4ward 2 new yr eve!! 0ur pr0m!se 0f 1st "2Be" 0f 2005!! hee... muz br!ng my "cut!e" k!! ^-^ t!me pr0ves ever!t!ng... all da best w!shes 4 0ur "2Be" ba... hee... m!z ya!! =p
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Sunday, December 26, 2004 @ 2:46 PM
J!ngle bells... J!ngle bells... J!ngle all da way... hee... Merry Chr!stmas 2 all!! May all ya w!shes cum true... n ya0 kua! le w0r!! ^-^ a n!ce +t!r!n wkend ya?? had a s!mple gather!n cum chr!stmas c0untdwn w!f my budd!es 0n chr!stmas eve... @esplanade bay... hmm... 0r shld ! say... further dwn 2 mar!na park?? haa... dun really n0e da place... *0pps* =p b4 t!s... went 2 meet my buddy... kh @mar!na... send my chr!stmas
w!shes!! hee... kh!! u l00ked sweet tat n!te!! my
!deal dress!n... wh0le wh!te!! sad la... last m!n change my dress!n... = ( n0t bad huh?? dat!n w!f bf ah... haa... envy lah!! l0l... had a sh0t w!f my buddy juz !nfr0nt 0f mar!na da Hans... haa...
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:: buddy kh + me ::
anyway... 1st half 0f da gather!n was sumh0w
!nterest!n ! guess?? w!f us play!n cards... m0n0p0ly... eat!n p!zza... haa... seems l!ke we were camp!n there ya?? sumh0w?? l0l... 12am le!! w!f budd!es chas!n 1 an0ther spray!n "smelly" da sn0w spray 0n 1 an0ther... haa... runn!n here + there... then j!u g!ft xchange sess!0n lah!! hmm... sum g!fts r real "!nterest!n" huh?? l0l... anyway... h0pe
ever!1 l!ke the!r g!fts tat u guyz rec!eved tat day k... n als0... h0pe ever!1 w!l l!ke my g!ft 4 them!! bu x! huan ye bu ya0 thr0w away h0r!! = ) sum sh0ts taken tat n!te...
:: guess wat r we h0ld!n huh?? l0ll!p0ps?? w0ahaa... th0se wh0 were there tat n!te... shld n0e ya?? ::
:: n!ce sh0t 0f my budd!es... s!ndy + chr!s ::
:: sh0t w!f my jun!0r cum buddy!! hee... saw da sa!l0r p!ggy?? w0 ge! ta da b!rthday l! wu... happy b!rthday y!... ::
after tat... j!u left 4 0f us wh0 "t0n" t!l m0rn!n le... wanna catch a gl!mpse 0f da m0rn!n shu guang!! but t!red!! haa... anyway... me! ha0 de sh! guang gu0 de ha0 kua!... s0 fast chr!stmas eve gu0 le... here cums chr!stmas day... hmm... m0rn!n reached hm... t!me 2 slp!! m!z my bed!! l0l... past few days hav been wrapp!n all da g!fts +wr!t!n chr!stmas letter 2 each n ever! 0f my budd!es... hardly slept m0re than 5 hrs t0tal up!! hmm... went 2 get a g!ft @causeway4 chr!stmas party @n!te... wanna say... really s0rry tat ! d!n j0!n !n da games... seems l!ke me s0 bad... bu ge! m!an z! huh?? but bu sh! de... erm... dun really wan play ba... but @@ 0thers play... qu!te funny 2... esp da 2nd stack!n up game... haa... th0se guyz r real fun +cute... purp0sely stack 0n 1 an0ther huh?? haa... anyway... really s0rry... l!ke sp0!lm00d there... but n!ce party last n!te... ever!1 d!d enj0y themselves ya?? cheers all!! l00k!n 4ward 2 next c0untdwn 0n cum!n fr!... yeah!! new yr eve c0untdwn ya?? way 2 g0!! ^-^
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Sunday, December 19, 2004 @ 2:08 AM
hmm... had a sh0rt gather!n 4 da past fr! @parad!z da kb0x... l!ttle ppl turned up... d!sapp0!nted ba... anyway... thanx 2 th0se wh0 turned up... = ) well... juz came hm arnd 2+ hr ag0?? t!red!! wh0le day 0f chr!stmas sh0pp!n @0rchard... hav!n headache s!nce d!nner t!l n0w... argh!! g0!n 2 "dreamland" s00n... hmm... n!ce sh0pp!n 2day?? guess s0 ba... hav been walk!n fr da m!n chr!s+me reached 0rchard... t!l juz n0w... th0ugh t!red... but u can feel da j0y0us atm0sphere +feel!n 0f
chr!stmas!! ever!1 was d0!n the!r last m!n chr!stmas sh0pp!n... w!f cr0wds 0f ppl al0ng da r0ads 0f orchard... hmm... 1st st0p was @fareast... b0ught my dress le!! aga!n... ! d!dn't real!se h0w c0stly da dress !s... n0t w0rth 4 tat mater!al ba... ha!...
= ( but sumh0w ! guess ! wld l!ke !t ba... haa... but g0nna l00k fat !n wh!te!! =p surpr!se... met wl al0ng da way... he was there sh0pp!n 4 h!s br0 da bdae present ! guess?? lunch was @Sush! Te!...
w!f wl j0!n!n us... hmm... sush! te! da c0nvey belt style... da var!et!es 0f sush! r s0 l!ttle!! d!sapp0!nted!! n0t s n!ce s sakae da!! = ( anyway... chr!s+me
tr!ed the!r salm0n... rec0mmanded by wl l0... l0l... chr!s tr!ed a b!g pc!! w0ahaa... n her express!0n
!s... hmm... !!raw!! a sh0t taken after chr!s starts 2 chew da pc 0f salm0n... yee!!
cute +mem0rable!! chr!s n0 angry tat ! p0st t!s p!c k... hee... but !ts really n!ce!! ^-^ next few sh0ts r sum le!sure sh0ts @sush! te! ba... but say real h0r... st!l prefer taka da sush! te!... r!te chr!s?? =p
:: chr!s + me @fareast da Sush! Te! ::
:: w!f wl j0!n!n us 4 lunch... ::
after lunch... c0nt!nued 0ur sh0pp!n fr fareast... walk!n dwn 2 w!sma... takash!maya... w0ahaa... taka... s0 packed!! s0 many ppl!! haa... went 2 get 0ur ch0c0lates +sum 0f da g!fts there... f0ll0w!n
t!s... went 2 hereen... hmm... alm0st 7 ! supp0se... me!yu 0ff wk le!! meet!n us @hereen... pretty fast... arnd 7.40 ta j!u reach le?? hmm... w!f da 3 0f us... c0nt!nued w!f 0ur sh0pp!n... walk!n fr hereen... back 2 fareast aga!n... 2nd t!me v!s!t 2 fareast huh?? l0l... s0 we hav been walk!n al0ng wh0le 0f 0rchard 4 2 t!mes?? =p leg t!red la!! anyway... t00k sum n!te sh0ts 0f chr!stmas
l!ght!ns... ha0 me! ha0 r0mant!c!! w0ahaa... ^-^
:: santa claus !s cum!n 2 t0wn... ::
:: wh!te chr!stmas... w!f man! angels... ::
:: w!f 0ur hands carry!n man! bags... l00ks l!ke aunt!e huh?? ::
me!yu managed 2 get sum 0f da g!fts !n her l!st 2... 9+ le!! d!nner @Hans... heachache!! f!nally!!
f!nally... can s!t dwn le!! j0urney hm was b0r!n
+t!red... chr!s t00k bus hm... me!yu al!ght @amk... left me!! hmm... used 2 !t als0 le ba... reached hm la!! surpr!sed tat my mummy n0 say anyt!ng abt my dress!! haa... slp le!! eyes cl0s!n... Zzz...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 1:51 AM
:: my 2 cl0se frenz... chr!s +juw!... ::
:: s!ndy +jw... n!ce sh0t... ::
:: sh0t taken w!f 2 0f da n!ce guyz... ::
:: w!sh... peace +happ!ness 4 all da ppl arnd me!! y!n we! n! men ka! x!n... shu0 y! w0 ka! x!n!! = ) ::
:: q!e dan ga0 la... n!ce strawberry cheese cake!! thanx all!! ::
:: frenz le!sure sh0t ::
:: w!f my buddy... s!ndy... ::
:: 2 n!ce guyz da sh0t... wl +jm ::
:: f!nale gr0up sh0t... thanx all!! ::
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Tuesday, December 14, 2004 @ 11:56 PM
mem0rable wkend sat!! m!z*2 th0se enj0yable m0ments!! w!th!n my mem0r!es w!l rema!n!! m0d!fy t!s say!n... fr da s0ng t!tled "w!th!n u'll rema!n"!! hee... ^-^ anyway... new wk had started... s usual g0nna b a b0r!nwk ya?? 2day da wh0le m0rn!n... had been sms!n w!f me!yu... hmm... sum staffs saw me sms!n huh... scared get rep0rted... =x anyway... me d!n play when ! g0t many*2 wk ah... s0 bu suan neglect!n my wk?? =p s0 dur!n t!s "slpy"per!0d... f!n!shed updat!n my l0g bk...
wh!ch ! had n0tupdate !t 4 alm0st 2 wks?? l0l... really b0red unt!l... went 2 wr!te dwn my kTV s0ng l!st!! g0nna s!ng !t 0n my next kb0x v!s!t ya!! w0ahaa... c0ugh rec0ver!n le!! g0nna ch0ng chu
j!ang hu!! l0l... needa pract!se my s!ng!n!! ha!... t!l n0w my s!ng!n st!l cann0t "g0 0ut @@ ppl"!!
= ( wa!ted t!l 3.45pm!! was g!ven da same 0ld task... updat!n 0f test scr!pts!! b0r!n!! hav been l00k!n @scr!pts 4 da past 1+ wk!! = ( hmm... suddenly had da m00d 4 a casual chat +eat!n sush!... hee... s0 after "release fr cage"... pull chr!s g0 l0t1 da sakae sush! restaurant eat sush!... hmm... t!nk !s da 1st t!me ! tr!ed da sush! belt style... (ha0 du0)*2 n!ce sush!'s!! but da ma!n t!ng tat !nterest me al0t !s the!r m!n! flat screen @da s!de 0f each table... whereby "eaters" may v!ew da menu fr da screen... n subm!t the!r 0rders by enter!n da qty +a s!mple cl!ck 2 pr0cess !t...
!nterest!n r!te!! w0rld 0f !T... l0l... then chr!s+me were nav!gat!n the!r system... f!nd!n faults... c0mment!n here n there... system improvements... GU!... w0ahaa... bu neng gua!... c0s we r !T students ya?? hmm... a t0tal 0f 8 c0l0red plates 4 0ur table... "hungry"... l0l... da "s0ft shell crab sush! r0ll"... s0 "hard" 2 eat... r!te chr!s?? haa... !f @hm much*3 eas!er!! stra!ght away use hand can le ah... 0pps* =x bu ha0 y! s!... sh!(1) ta!(4) la... haa... g0nna br!ng my mummy g0 sakae eat 1 day!! then 0rder th0se tempt!n da s0ft shell crab sush!'s!! yum*2!! =p
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Saturday, December 11, 2004 @ 10:59 PM
[[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] hmm... happen!ns really surpr!sed me... s!ndy+me!yu went 2 da washrm?? ! bel!eved they went ya?? hmm... left sum 0f us there... chatt!n ya?? chat ah chat... but was w0nder!n anyt!ng happen 2 s!ndy?? s ! knew she was n0t feel!n tat well juz n0w... y s0 l0ng haben cum back huh?? [[l!fe f!lled w!f
surpr!ses...]] s0 ! juz wa!t... suddenly... ever!1 started s!ng!n "happy b!rthday.... "... was really surpr!sed... me!yu+s!ndy were back... 2gather w!f wl... wh0 sa!d he was g0!n 2 take sumt!ng fr sum1 huh?? n he was back h0ld!n a cake... n !ts my fav cheese cake!! 0mg!! @tat m0ment... ! was happy... but ! was t0uched!! ! can't cry... but zhen de... w0 hen gan d0ng... 4 wat my budd!es had planned... really thanx... [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] but ab!t kua zhang huh?? alm0st all except 4 1 0r 2 0f my
budd!es were h0ld!n camera p0nes... d!g!cams?? snapp!n wh!le s!ng!n?? haa... n ! blew 0ut da candles b4 they snap tat "bl0w!n 0ut" da m0ment?? hmm... s0 they suggest s!ng "happy
b!rthday... " aga!n?? hmm... shy* l0l... really ver! "cut!e"... 2 @@ wh0le r0w 0f "camera gals+guys"... tat m0ment really mem0rable... u guyz r real cut!e... hee... =p but sumh0w m feel!n embarrassed... c0s 0nly me s!tt!n @1 s!de... all s!t da 0ther s!de!! s0 we!rd!! anyway... thanx 4 ya guyz da "s0ng"!! make my w!sh le!! hmm... w!sh... w!sh... t!me 2 cut da cut!e cheese cake!! ha0 du0 strawberr!es 0n t0p!! hee... =p f0ll0w!n t!s... grps 0f budd!es starts 2 pass me the!r w!shes+g!fts... p!cs were taken by chr!s dur!n t!s mem0rable m0ments?? @t!s m0ment... wanna say... really t0uched by each n ever!1 0f ya w!shes... zhen de... = ) n! men zhen de rang w0 hen gan d0ng... hmm... thanx all 4 ya w!shes... ! wld say... al0t 0f shu0 bu chu da gan d0ng ba... = ) eat aga!n... enj0y!n "budd!es cake"!! n!ce!! 0nce aga!n... thanx!! [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] happy m0ments
c0nt!nue... hmm... open!n presents t!me?? haa... seems l!ke graduat!0n cerem0ny?? c0s a sh0t was taken 4 ever! present fr each buddy... hmm...
rec!eved al0t 0f d0ggy da presents!! hee... 1st present 2 open was jm da... ver! n!ce necklace!! f0ll0wed by juw! da present... d0ggy da hang!n d00r b0ard... hee... cut!e!! l!ke da 3 l!ttle dangl!n
t!ngy!! =p then j!u sh! s!ndy da present... d0ggy da necklace!! d0ggy here... d0ggy there... haa... ^-^ then f!nale j!u sh! chr!s+me!yu+wl+jw da
g!ft... d0ggy da hugg!n cush!0n!! s0 cute!! thanx 4 all ya guyz da g!fts!! zhen de ha0 x! huan!! really thanx... hmm... s0 fast... gather!n @breeks! ended... al0t 0f w0nderful... happy m0ments... t00k a few f!nale grp sh0ts @breeks! b4 we went 0ff 4 sh0pp!n... ^-^ rest 0f da day... w0 j!u n0 bl0g le ba... 2 many mem0rable + happy m0ments le... =p [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] t!me fl!es!! here ! m... back hm... s!tt!n !nfr0nt 0f my c0m... left arnd 1 hr b4 t!s w0nderful day ends?? bl0gg!n back all th0se n!ce mem0r!es 4 2day... f!lled w!f happ!ness... surpr!ses... m t0uched... gan d0ng !s wat ! wld used 2 descr!be 2day da me ba... recall!n all da mem0r!es 4 da day... happ!ness+t0uched da tears ba... @least ! d!d shed sum happ!ness tears ya?? =p hen nan wang de 19th b!rthday!! ha0 ka! x!n... ha0 gan d0ng... wanna say... x!e*2 n! men... w!l b m!ss!n t!s ver! day!! w!l b m!ss!n u guyz!! thanx 2 all th0se wh0 actually had t!ngs 0n 2day... yet turned up 4 t!s gather!n... a m!ll!0n 0f thanx!! n0t 4gett!n my fam!ly... wh0 celebrated t!s ver! day w!f me a few hrs ag0... ever! yr w!f0ut fa!led... thanx!! luv ya always!! hmm... juz rec!eved my jun!0r da
w!shes... haa... qu0ted by her... "can't b da 1st... but b da last... "... thanx all 4 ya w!shes... GAN D0NG!! [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] shu! yue bu l!u ren... y! q!e me! ha0 de hu! y!... w!l always remember da!! t!s mem0rable day g0nna end le... dun w!sh 4 t!s day 2 pass!! w!l b m!ss!n !t !n my heart 0f mem0r!es!! ^-^ w!l b upl0ad!n da p!cs taken sum 0ther days ba... take care all...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 9:40 PM
[[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] a m!ll!0n thanx...
surpr!ses c0l0red my day... u guyz really br!ghten up my day!! rec!eved my fren's w!shes s!nce last
n!te... when ! w0ke up t!s m0rn!n... was w0nder!n wat my day wld b l!ke... wld !t b an0ther n0rmal
b!rthday tat ! used 2 hav ever! yr?? [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] = ) taken my p!nky fl0ral dress last
n!te... a g!ft fr my parents... was !r0n!n !t early t!s m0rn!n... gett!n ready 4 budd!es gather!n !n da later part 0f da day!! my buddy... juw! !s meet!n us 2day!! l0ng t!me n0 c her le!! m!z her!! hee... was happ!ly dress!n up... f!tt!n !n2 my p!nky fl0ral dress... seems fat ! supp0se?? =p but really luv da dress al0t!! c0s !ts fr my daddy+mummy!! hmm... was supp0se 2 meet @11.30am... then changed 2 12pm... but ! was st!l late!! really s0rry!! shld hav w0ke up earl!er t!s m0rn!n... 9+ then awake...
= ( s0rry 2 hav made u guyz reached early... [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] was meet!n my buddy
me!yu... 0n my way dwn 2 0rchard... she was wear!n a sweet+cut!e sk!rt!! n!ce!! hee... ^-^ hmm... wh!le b0ard!n da tra!n fr yck... saw kh+her bf... dat!n huh?? haa... j!u zhe yang... t00k da same tra!n 2gather... chatt!n al0ng da way... reached 0ur st0p le!! walk!n+chatt!n w!f
me!yu... 2 0ur gather!n place... breeks! @taka... well... reached breeks! le... really s0rry 2 all... tat u guyz r all wa!t!n there... [[l!fe f!lled w!f
surpr!ses...]] hmm... my budd!es... chr!s+juw!+
s!ndy+jm+wl+jw+me!yu 0f c0s... thanx all 4
cum!n 0ut 2day!! = ) settl!n dwn... plac!n 0ur 0rders... yum*2... t00k sum sh0ts 0f 0ur f00d... =p @breeks! ever!1 was chatt!n... j0k!n... tak!n p!cs... laf!n here n there... mem0rable happy m0ments!! m!z da m0ments... [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] here cums 0ur f00d!! guess after eat!n... ever!1 w!l b ver! "hungry" huh?? haa... halfway thru... few start 2 say "hungry" le... =p hmm... guess ever!1 had alm0st f!n!sh the!r f00d?? except 4 me?? da sl0west!! really s0rry... surpr!ses really m0ves me... f!n!sh!n my meal... cha!n 0f surpr!ses fr my
budd!es... seems l!ke they hav planned ever!t!ng... really thanx!! [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] 2 b
c0nt!nued...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 1:52 AM
hmm... hav been days s!nce ! last bl0gged... my br0 had juz sumh0w managed 2 rec0ver 0ur hm c0nnect!0n?? w0nder wat my r0uter !s d0!n!! s0 unstable!! keep d/c!! me gave up le... f!n!sh
bl0gg!n... ! g0 slp le... yeah!! g0t my dress a few hrs ag0?? hee... but den they alter unt!l 2 sh0rt le!! h0w!! seems s0 me!*2!! 0mg... ! wan mature!! st!l
t!nk!n wanna wear da dress later ya?? haa...
t!nk*2 1st... =p was chatt!n w!f my buddy all da way fr 11pm... th0ugh 0ur top!cs seems "d0wn"?? but n!ce chat ! wld say... al0t 0f gan chu... al0t 0f
t!nk!ns been xchanged... r!te me!yu?? st!l ! wan 2 say... "juz b 0urselves!! we r wh0 we r!!" muz y0ng yuan kua! le!! ^-^ hmm... @12m... rece!ved a n0. 0f my budd!es+frenz da w!shes... 1st msg was fr my 2 sec best frenz... hua+t0ng!! f0ll0wed by wl... me!yu!! wh0m ! was already chatt!n w!f 0n da p0ne... "l!ve" w!shes... haa... n0 s!ng s0ng 4 me!! haa... then f0ll0wed by jm... s!ndy... etc... x!e la all!! hen ka! x!n u guyz remembered my b!rthday!! m really happy!! = ) th0ugh t!s day "cla!med" 2 b my b!rthday?? but 2 me... !ts m0re 0f a great day 4 my mummy ba... !ts her "suffer!n" day ! wld say?? da day she gave b!rth 2 me!! thanx 4 g!v!n b!rth 2 me 0n t!s spec!al day 0f u+me... mummy... luv ya always!! ^-^ u r da greatest!! muackz!! later g0!n 0ut w!f my budd!es le... lunch @breeks!
aga!n?? haa... cya guyz later... 0h ya... rece!ved my aust fren da w!shes 2!! ha0 ka! x!n tat u st!l remember my b!rthday!! l0ng t!me n0 @@ u le... h0pe 2 cya real s00n!! m!z ya all!! qu shu! le... Zzz...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Wednesday, December 08, 2004 @ 11:47 PM
regrets!! y always l!ke tat da!! always "act!0n" le... then regret!! ha!... went 2 "tr!m" my ha!r... w!f0ut even c0ns!der!n my ch0!ce 4 less than 1/2 a day?? argh!! n0w regret le!! stup!d 0f me!! sad la!! ha!r sh0rter le!! l0ng ha!r faster cum back!! m!z ya!!
= ( sat dun wan wear my dress le!! s0b*2... perhaps... me really feel!n d0wn ba... sumh0w juz feel l!ke g0!n 4 a walk... free!n all my unhapp!ness by cutt!n ha!r ya?? s!nce yesterday... suddenly feel unhappy ba... sadness... tr0ubled...
ever!t!ng... sumh0w there r sum t!ngs tat make me feel d0wn... yet myself !s st!l w0nder!n wat ! m sad abt e!ther... stress?? tr0ubles?? dun0e ba... ha!... mayb tat's l!fe ba... ever!1 had 2 g0 thru all these... !sn't !t?? well... 2day after wk... actually
!ntend 2 g0 sh0pp!n?? 0r shld ! say... g0!n sumwhere... w!f da ma!n purp0se 0f juz walk!n?? but !t seems l!ke m0st 0f my "fren l!st" can't make
!t... w!f sum 0f them n0t able 2 g0 hm late huh?? ha!... !n da end... ! made my ch0!ce... cut my ha!r!! tat's wat ! wld d0 whenever ! m feel!n d0wn... whenever ! m sad... ! wld th0ught 0f cutt!n a new ha!rstyle... cut away all my tr0ubles... my sadness... let !t all d!sappear... away... away... n0w my ha!r sh0rt*2 le... l!ke me!*2 tat type?? dun
l!ke!! ! wan mature cum ladyl!ked da!! th0ugh ! adm!t me n0t at all ladyl!ked ba... but my a!m !s 2 b mature... s mature + 0ld s p0ss!ble... n m0st 0f all... ladyl!ked!! tat's my !deal !mage 0f a gal!! ^-^ after ha!r tr!m... can't c much d!ff ba?? but !t's actually ver! sh0rt le!! ha!... bu ka! x!n da evelyn!! bu ka! x!n da me!! w0nder!n... perhaps tat's l!fe... x! wang kua! le!! hu0 xu... "bu ka! x!n" neng pe! ban zhe w0 y! q! z0u gu0 t!s l!fe j0urney ba... = )
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Sunday, December 05, 2004 @ 11:08 PM
early m0rn!n... br!ng my "darl!n" g0 4 h!s yearly vac!nat!0n... saw al0t 0f h!s "fren*2" there!! s0
cut!e!! ^-^ l0l... "darl!n" seems scared when da vet was exam!n!n h!m... sh!ver!n w0r~ =x me 2!! esp when da vet was g!v!n h!m !nject!0n... yee!! after
t!s... went 2 hav 0ur breakfast!! hungry le!! yum*2!! d!m sum + my fav "p! dan" p0rr!dge!! hee... m0rn!n act!v!es settled!! !ts t!me 4 sh0pp!n la!! br!ng my mummy g0 c da wh!te dress... but she dun l!ke!! hmm... s0 went 2 "Sense" b0ut!que... 2 l00k 4 my dress!! w0ahaa... saw 1 p!nky da fl0ral dress!! l00ks sweet... but w0nder h0w !t w!ll l00ks 0n me... c0s 0nly tr!ed da blacky da... p!nky da n0 hav "S" le!! = ( blacky seems lad!es + qu!te mature ba... anyway... 0rdered da p!nky dress le!! + sum alterat!0n 2 b made... hee... h0pe can get !t by cum!n fr! ya?? wanna wear !t 0n cum!n sat!! ^-^ 0ther than my p!nky dress... b0ught an0ther
p!nky kn!tted bl0use 2!! hee... all p!nky huh?? l0l... c0s t!s kn!tted bl0use dun hav wh!te... s0 next
ch0!ce w!ll b p!nk!! =p hmm... s0 me juz ch00se wat ! l!ke... when pay!n... 0mg!! then ! n0e da
p!nky dress qu!te ex?? arnd 65?? l0l... mayb 2 sum 0f ya... n0t ex huh?? but 2 me... !ts ab!t ex l0!! c0s t!nk ! wld n0t spend <50 4 a s!ngle cl0the 0f m!ne ba?? dun t!nk ! shld wear s0 gd da cl0thes l0... 4 my fam!ly... ! wldn't m!nd spend!n 4 them ya?? hee... luv them always!! but t!s t!me... my mummy say... she + daddy w!ll b pay!n 4 da cl0thes ! ch0se 2day... 4 my cum!n bdae?? hmm... ab!t regret spend!n tat much 4 a s!mple bdae treat??<100... feel s0 bad spent s0 much 0f the!r m0ney!! s0rry!! d!n expect da dress 2 c0st tat much...
= ( sh0pp!n ended... went hm 4 a rest... b4 ! went 0ut aga!n... t!s t!me n0t sh0pp!n 0f c0s... but 2 @@ my grandma... tats where sadness cums !n... 1st half 0f da day... f!lled w!f happ!ness... yet 2nd half... ha!... well... heard tat my grandma wanted 2 pull 0ut all th0se tubes + needles tat r placed 0n her hands... she wanted 2 g0 hm... when hear!n
t!s... n l00k!n da way she bhaves... da feel!n... ch! say!n... "x!n(1) suan(1)"... heart s0ur... she was say!n many we!rd t!ngs tat she shldn't hav sa!d?? da feel!n she gave me... she miz hm al0t*2... feel!n l0nely... juz*2 dun understand!! y when 1 !s 0ld... 1 can't escape fr all th0se s!ckness + m!ser!es!! perhaps... when 1 !s 0ld... they juz needed m0re care + luv fr the!r k!ns ba... get well s00n... grandma... l!fe f!lled w!f many*2 unpred!ctable happen!ns... w0nder... w0nder... w0nder...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Saturday, December 04, 2004 @ 1:53 AM
starry n!te... came back n0t l0ng ag0... juz f!n!shed bath!n!! =p m!z my ba0 be! bed!! later g0!n dreamland le!! haa... but g0nna bl0g juz n0w da
b!ts+pcs 1st... 0r shld ! say... last n!te da happen!ns b4 ! Zzz... ya?? aga!n !ts fr!... 0ur gather!n day!!
n!ce grp gather!n @0rchard juz n0w... d!nner @sakura... l0l... seems l!ke a f00d pass!n d!nner?? =x l0ts 0f laughters + teas!ns... haa... hmm... guess ever!1 had sum fun ya?? mayb n0t al0t... but at least a l!ttle huh?? w0ahaa!! fat le la!! 2day ate s0 many n!ce stuffs!! m0rn!n ate cheese cake... n00n @del!france... da p0tat0e grat!n n!ce!! yum*2!! next t!me wan g0 eat aga!n!! hee... + juz n0w d!nner... l0tas n!ce d!shes... t0l g0t 6 d!shes huh?? g0t black pepper s0t0ng + h0t*2 da kang k0ng + h0t plate beancurd + t0m yum fr!ed r!ce + sweet & s0ur f!sh sl!ces + fr!ed want0n!! tempted?? l0l... =p pr0gramme after d!nner... chatt!n @starbucks...
n!ce+relax!n!! seld0m had da chance... s!tt!n d0wn @cafe al0ng da n!te streets 0f 0rchard... catch!n up da l!ttle t!ngs w!f ya frenz... ate cheese cake aga!n!! l0l... t!s t!me !s new y0rk da cheese cake... hmm... qu!te n!ce ! can say... = ) tr!ed da t0za h0t tea there... grey earl black tea?? 4g0t da tea name... but taste ab!t l!ke g!nger?? haa... !nterest!n taste ba... spent al0t 2day... next wk g0nna b w0rst?? tha! buffet!! l00k!n 4ward 2 !t ya?? haa... well... ended da day by recall!n l!ttle b!ts+pcs 4 da n!te...
:: pr0m!se ::
was l!sten!n 2 my sad+sent!mental playl!st... l!ttle w0rds 2 share... "y!ng we! w0 x!ang x!ng w0 shu0 x!ang x!ng de... zh! ya0 x!ang x!ng... q! da! j!u hu! cheng zhen... " as l0ng as we bel!eve... 0ur dreams w!ll cum true... = ) h0pe ever!1 f!nd ya way al0ng da r0ad 0f j0urney... n f0und da ver! 1...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Thursday, December 02, 2004 @ 11:44 PM
t!red... ever!day seems s0 b0r!n + un!nterest!n da!! can't stand 0ff!ce da a!r-c0n!! ha0 leng!! seems l!ke sg a!r-c0n n0 need $$ ah?? l0l... a sentence ! always say... esp !n sch... lecture theatres s0 c0ld da!!ever!day... haben reach 0ff!ce... me j!u start c0unt!n dwn 2 0ffwk da t!me l!a0... haa... m!z my h0ls!! g0t 2 get used 2 da wk!n w0rld??ha!... anyway... went 2 L0t1 juz n0w... saw 1 wh!te dress... s0 n!ce+sweet!! tempted!! but den da t0p ab!t reveal!n huh?? hmm... transparant?? but s0
n!ce!! h0w!! chr!s!! faster help me t!nk h0w 2 g0 abt wear!n da dress?? muz match w!f wat leh?? ! wan buy da dress!! = ( went 2 @@ d0ct0r aga!n... ha!... stup!d c0ugh!! c0ugh 4 alm0st 3+ wks?? waste my p0cket $$ la!! ha!... t!s t!me rnd... get 2 @@ my fav d0ct0r... d0ct0r t!an... l0l... a d0ct0r wh0m ! used 2 v!s!t s!nce small ba... hee... h0pe t!s t!me rnd... da med!c!ne can st0p me fr c0ugh!n anym0re!! 2nd
t!me ! v!s!t da d0ct0r t!s mth l!a0... ha!... = ( 2m0l0 da gather!n... n0 1 make any dec!s!0n da!! all n0 c0nf!rm!! d!sapp0!nted... n0 m00d le... dun feel l!ke g0!n le... c h0w ba... mayb g0 hm slp huh?? = )
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset ::
+ 1 M0re Day!! +
hmm... 1 m0re day 2 0ur 0ff!c!al "2Be" w0r!! hee... un0ff!c!al da past days... hav been happy all da way... zhen de... hmm... thanx 4 try!n 2 xpla!n
t!ngs 0ut 2 me... esp yesterday n00n da sms... ! n0 angry ah... juz t!nk!n h0w cum all wh0 msg u later than me da w!l get the!r repl!es back 1st w0r... jeal0us la!! haa... anyway, glad u d!d b0ther +care 2 return a call 2 xpla!n... + pers0nally xpla!n yaself !n da even!n... 0h ya... n0t bc0s ! always chase ya g0 hm k... c0s later ya reach hm late ah... sum0re j0urney hm sure t!r!n de ah... muz g0 hm early b f!l!al s0n k!! haa... =p but w!l st!l b c0unt!n da num 0f t!mes tat ya had walk hm w!f me da!! ^-^ l00k!n 4ward 2 2m0l0 da f!rewks ya!! g0nna hav fun 2m0l0 k!!
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 1:02 AM
+ Sh! J!e Y!n N! Er Me! L!... +
spec!ally del!cated 2 "2Be"... hee... =p t!me passes... l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses... "2Be"... thanx 4 ask!n ya "q" 0n tat ver! n!te... n reply!n ya my "ans"... but n0t tat r0mant!c w0r!! c0s !ts n0t
"l!ve"?? haa... anyway... st!ll wanna say... thanx 4 br!ghten!n up my l!fe... n 4 da cum!n da re z!... l00k!n 4ward 2 new yr eve!! 0ur pr0m!se 0f 1st "2Be" 0f 2005!! hee... muz br!ng my "cut!e" k!! ^-^ t!me pr0ves ever!t!ng... all da best w!shes 4 0ur "2Be" ba... hee... m!z ya!! =p
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Sunday, December 26, 2004 @ 2:46 PM
+ Merry Chr!stmas!! +
J!ngle bells... J!ngle bells... J!ngle all da way... hee... Merry Chr!stmas 2 all!! May all ya w!shes cum true... n ya0 kua! le w0r!! ^-^ a n!ce +t!r!n wkend ya?? had a s!mple gather!n cum chr!stmas c0untdwn w!f my budd!es 0n chr!stmas eve... @esplanade bay... hmm... 0r shld ! say... further dwn 2 mar!na park?? haa... dun really n0e da place... *0pps* =p b4 t!s... went 2 meet my buddy... kh @mar!na... send my chr!stmas
w!shes!! hee... kh!! u l00ked sweet tat n!te!! my
!deal dress!n... wh0le wh!te!! sad la... last m!n change my dress!n... = ( n0t bad huh?? dat!n w!f bf ah... haa... envy lah!! l0l... had a sh0t w!f my buddy juz !nfr0nt 0f mar!na da Hans... haa...
:: buddy kh + me ::
anyway... 1st half 0f da gather!n was sumh0w
!nterest!n ! guess?? w!f us play!n cards... m0n0p0ly... eat!n p!zza... haa... seems l!ke we were camp!n there ya?? sumh0w?? l0l... 12am le!! w!f budd!es chas!n 1 an0ther spray!n "smelly" da sn0w spray 0n 1 an0ther... haa... runn!n here + there... then j!u g!ft xchange sess!0n lah!! hmm... sum g!fts r real "!nterest!n" huh?? l0l... anyway... h0pe
ever!1 l!ke the!r g!fts tat u guyz rec!eved tat day k... n als0... h0pe ever!1 w!l l!ke my g!ft 4 them!! bu x! huan ye bu ya0 thr0w away h0r!! = ) sum sh0ts taken tat n!te...
:: guess wat r we h0ld!n huh?? l0ll!p0ps?? w0ahaa... th0se wh0 were there tat n!te... shld n0e ya?? ::
:: n!ce sh0t 0f my budd!es... s!ndy + chr!s ::
:: sh0t w!f my jun!0r cum buddy!! hee... saw da sa!l0r p!ggy?? w0 ge! ta da b!rthday l! wu... happy b!rthday y!... ::
after tat... j!u left 4 0f us wh0 "t0n" t!l m0rn!n le... wanna catch a gl!mpse 0f da m0rn!n shu guang!! but t!red!! haa... anyway... me! ha0 de sh! guang gu0 de ha0 kua!... s0 fast chr!stmas eve gu0 le... here cums chr!stmas day... hmm... m0rn!n reached hm... t!me 2 slp!! m!z my bed!! l0l... past few days hav been wrapp!n all da g!fts +wr!t!n chr!stmas letter 2 each n ever! 0f my budd!es... hardly slept m0re than 5 hrs t0tal up!! hmm... went 2 get a g!ft @causeway4 chr!stmas party @n!te... wanna say... really s0rry tat ! d!n j0!n !n da games... seems l!ke me s0 bad... bu ge! m!an z! huh?? but bu sh! de... erm... dun really wan play ba... but @@ 0thers play... qu!te funny 2... esp da 2nd stack!n up game... haa... th0se guyz r real fun +cute... purp0sely stack 0n 1 an0ther huh?? haa... anyway... really s0rry... l!ke sp0!lm00d there... but n!ce party last n!te... ever!1 d!d enj0y themselves ya?? cheers all!! l00k!n 4ward 2 next c0untdwn 0n cum!n fr!... yeah!! new yr eve c0untdwn ya?? way 2 g0!! ^-^
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Sunday, December 19, 2004 @ 2:08 AM
+ Chr!stmas Sh0pp!ng Rush!! +
hmm... had a sh0rt gather!n 4 da past fr! @parad!z da kb0x... l!ttle ppl turned up... d!sapp0!nted ba... anyway... thanx 2 th0se wh0 turned up... = ) well... juz came hm arnd 2+ hr ag0?? t!red!! wh0le day 0f chr!stmas sh0pp!n @0rchard... hav!n headache s!nce d!nner t!l n0w... argh!! g0!n 2 "dreamland" s00n... hmm... n!ce sh0pp!n 2day?? guess s0 ba... hav been walk!n fr da m!n chr!s+me reached 0rchard... t!l juz n0w... th0ugh t!red... but u can feel da j0y0us atm0sphere +feel!n 0f
chr!stmas!! ever!1 was d0!n the!r last m!n chr!stmas sh0pp!n... w!f cr0wds 0f ppl al0ng da r0ads 0f orchard... hmm... 1st st0p was @fareast... b0ught my dress le!! aga!n... ! d!dn't real!se h0w c0stly da dress !s... n0t w0rth 4 tat mater!al ba... ha!...
= ( but sumh0w ! guess ! wld l!ke !t ba... haa... but g0nna l00k fat !n wh!te!! =p surpr!se... met wl al0ng da way... he was there sh0pp!n 4 h!s br0 da bdae present ! guess?? lunch was @Sush! Te!...
w!f wl j0!n!n us... hmm... sush! te! da c0nvey belt style... da var!et!es 0f sush! r s0 l!ttle!! d!sapp0!nted!! n0t s n!ce s sakae da!! = ( anyway... chr!s+me
tr!ed the!r salm0n... rec0mmanded by wl l0... l0l... chr!s tr!ed a b!g pc!! w0ahaa... n her express!0n
!s... hmm... !!raw!! a sh0t taken after chr!s starts 2 chew da pc 0f salm0n... yee!!
cute +mem0rable!! chr!s n0 angry tat ! p0st t!s p!c k... hee... but !ts really n!ce!! ^-^ next few sh0ts r sum le!sure sh0ts @sush! te! ba... but say real h0r... st!l prefer taka da sush! te!... r!te chr!s?? =p
:: chr!s + me @fareast da Sush! Te! ::
:: w!f wl j0!n!n us 4 lunch... ::
after lunch... c0nt!nued 0ur sh0pp!n fr fareast... walk!n dwn 2 w!sma... takash!maya... w0ahaa... taka... s0 packed!! s0 many ppl!! haa... went 2 get 0ur ch0c0lates +sum 0f da g!fts there... f0ll0w!n
t!s... went 2 hereen... hmm... alm0st 7 ! supp0se... me!yu 0ff wk le!! meet!n us @hereen... pretty fast... arnd 7.40 ta j!u reach le?? hmm... w!f da 3 0f us... c0nt!nued w!f 0ur sh0pp!n... walk!n fr hereen... back 2 fareast aga!n... 2nd t!me v!s!t 2 fareast huh?? l0l... s0 we hav been walk!n al0ng wh0le 0f 0rchard 4 2 t!mes?? =p leg t!red la!! anyway... t00k sum n!te sh0ts 0f chr!stmas
l!ght!ns... ha0 me! ha0 r0mant!c!! w0ahaa... ^-^
:: santa claus !s cum!n 2 t0wn... ::
:: wh!te chr!stmas... w!f man! angels... ::
:: w!f 0ur hands carry!n man! bags... l00ks l!ke aunt!e huh?? ::
me!yu managed 2 get sum 0f da g!fts !n her l!st 2... 9+ le!! d!nner @Hans... heachache!! f!nally!!
f!nally... can s!t dwn le!! j0urney hm was b0r!n
+t!red... chr!s t00k bus hm... me!yu al!ght @amk... left me!! hmm... used 2 !t als0 le ba... reached hm la!! surpr!sed tat my mummy n0 say anyt!ng abt my dress!! haa... slp le!! eyes cl0s!n... Zzz...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 1:51 AM
mem0rable sh0ts taken last saturday... dated 11th n0vember 2004... w!l b m!z!n t!s day ba... ^-^
:: my 2 cl0se frenz... chr!s +juw!... ::
:: s!ndy +jw... n!ce sh0t... ::
:: sh0t taken w!f 2 0f da n!ce guyz... ::
:: w!sh... peace +happ!ness 4 all da ppl arnd me!! y!n we! n! men ka! x!n... shu0 y! w0 ka! x!n!! = ) ::
:: q!e dan ga0 la... n!ce strawberry cheese cake!! thanx all!! ::
:: frenz le!sure sh0t ::
:: w!f my buddy... s!ndy... ::
:: 2 n!ce guyz da sh0t... wl +jm ::
:: f!nale gr0up sh0t... thanx all!! ::
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Tuesday, December 14, 2004 @ 11:56 PM
+ Sakae Sush!... Yum*2!! +
mem0rable wkend sat!! m!z*2 th0se enj0yable m0ments!! w!th!n my mem0r!es w!l rema!n!! m0d!fy t!s say!n... fr da s0ng t!tled "w!th!n u'll rema!n"!! hee... ^-^ anyway... new wk had started... s usual g0nna b a b0r!nwk ya?? 2day da wh0le m0rn!n... had been sms!n w!f me!yu... hmm... sum staffs saw me sms!n huh... scared get rep0rted... =x anyway... me d!n play when ! g0t many*2 wk ah... s0 bu suan neglect!n my wk?? =p s0 dur!n t!s "slpy"per!0d... f!n!shed updat!n my l0g bk...
wh!ch ! had n0tupdate !t 4 alm0st 2 wks?? l0l... really b0red unt!l... went 2 wr!te dwn my kTV s0ng l!st!! g0nna s!ng !t 0n my next kb0x v!s!t ya!! w0ahaa... c0ugh rec0ver!n le!! g0nna ch0ng chu
j!ang hu!! l0l... needa pract!se my s!ng!n!! ha!... t!l n0w my s!ng!n st!l cann0t "g0 0ut @@ ppl"!!
= ( wa!ted t!l 3.45pm!! was g!ven da same 0ld task... updat!n 0f test scr!pts!! b0r!n!! hav been l00k!n @scr!pts 4 da past 1+ wk!! = ( hmm... suddenly had da m00d 4 a casual chat +eat!n sush!... hee... s0 after "release fr cage"... pull chr!s g0 l0t1 da sakae sush! restaurant eat sush!... hmm... t!nk !s da 1st t!me ! tr!ed da sush! belt style... (ha0 du0)*2 n!ce sush!'s!! but da ma!n t!ng tat !nterest me al0t !s the!r m!n! flat screen @da s!de 0f each table... whereby "eaters" may v!ew da menu fr da screen... n subm!t the!r 0rders by enter!n da qty +a s!mple cl!ck 2 pr0cess !t...
!nterest!n r!te!! w0rld 0f !T... l0l... then chr!s+me were nav!gat!n the!r system... f!nd!n faults... c0mment!n here n there... system improvements... GU!... w0ahaa... bu neng gua!... c0s we r !T students ya?? hmm... a t0tal 0f 8 c0l0red plates 4 0ur table... "hungry"... l0l... da "s0ft shell crab sush! r0ll"... s0 "hard" 2 eat... r!te chr!s?? haa... !f @hm much*3 eas!er!! stra!ght away use hand can le ah... 0pps* =x bu ha0 y! s!... sh!(1) ta!(4) la... haa... g0nna br!ng my mummy g0 sakae eat 1 day!! then 0rder th0se tempt!n da s0ft shell crab sush!'s!! yum*2!! =p
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Saturday, December 11, 2004 @ 10:59 PM
+ T0uched!! Zhen De... C0nt!nue... +
[[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] hmm... happen!ns really surpr!sed me... s!ndy+me!yu went 2 da washrm?? ! bel!eved they went ya?? hmm... left sum 0f us there... chatt!n ya?? chat ah chat... but was w0nder!n anyt!ng happen 2 s!ndy?? s ! knew she was n0t feel!n tat well juz n0w... y s0 l0ng haben cum back huh?? [[l!fe f!lled w!f
surpr!ses...]] s0 ! juz wa!t... suddenly... ever!1 started s!ng!n "happy b!rthday.... "... was really surpr!sed... me!yu+s!ndy were back... 2gather w!f wl... wh0 sa!d he was g0!n 2 take sumt!ng fr sum1 huh?? n he was back h0ld!n a cake... n !ts my fav cheese cake!! 0mg!! @tat m0ment... ! was happy... but ! was t0uched!! ! can't cry... but zhen de... w0 hen gan d0ng... 4 wat my budd!es had planned... really thanx... [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] but ab!t kua zhang huh?? alm0st all except 4 1 0r 2 0f my
budd!es were h0ld!n camera p0nes... d!g!cams?? snapp!n wh!le s!ng!n?? haa... n ! blew 0ut da candles b4 they snap tat "bl0w!n 0ut" da m0ment?? hmm... s0 they suggest s!ng "happy
b!rthday... " aga!n?? hmm... shy* l0l... really ver! "cut!e"... 2 @@ wh0le r0w 0f "camera gals+guys"... tat m0ment really mem0rable... u guyz r real cut!e... hee... =p but sumh0w m feel!n embarrassed... c0s 0nly me s!tt!n @1 s!de... all s!t da 0ther s!de!! s0 we!rd!! anyway... thanx 4 ya guyz da "s0ng"!! make my w!sh le!! hmm... w!sh... w!sh... t!me 2 cut da cut!e cheese cake!! ha0 du0 strawberr!es 0n t0p!! hee... =p f0ll0w!n t!s... grps 0f budd!es starts 2 pass me the!r w!shes+g!fts... p!cs were taken by chr!s dur!n t!s mem0rable m0ments?? @t!s m0ment... wanna say... really t0uched by each n ever!1 0f ya w!shes... zhen de... = ) n! men zhen de rang w0 hen gan d0ng... hmm... thanx all 4 ya w!shes... ! wld say... al0t 0f shu0 bu chu da gan d0ng ba... = ) eat aga!n... enj0y!n "budd!es cake"!! n!ce!! 0nce aga!n... thanx!! [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] happy m0ments
c0nt!nue... hmm... open!n presents t!me?? haa... seems l!ke graduat!0n cerem0ny?? c0s a sh0t was taken 4 ever! present fr each buddy... hmm...
rec!eved al0t 0f d0ggy da presents!! hee... 1st present 2 open was jm da... ver! n!ce necklace!! f0ll0wed by juw! da present... d0ggy da hang!n d00r b0ard... hee... cut!e!! l!ke da 3 l!ttle dangl!n
t!ngy!! =p then j!u sh! s!ndy da present... d0ggy da necklace!! d0ggy here... d0ggy there... haa... ^-^ then f!nale j!u sh! chr!s+me!yu+wl+jw da
g!ft... d0ggy da hugg!n cush!0n!! s0 cute!! thanx 4 all ya guyz da g!fts!! zhen de ha0 x! huan!! really thanx... hmm... s0 fast... gather!n @breeks! ended... al0t 0f w0nderful... happy m0ments... t00k a few f!nale grp sh0ts @breeks! b4 we went 0ff 4 sh0pp!n... ^-^ rest 0f da day... w0 j!u n0 bl0g le ba... 2 many mem0rable + happy m0ments le... =p [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] t!me fl!es!! here ! m... back hm... s!tt!n !nfr0nt 0f my c0m... left arnd 1 hr b4 t!s w0nderful day ends?? bl0gg!n back all th0se n!ce mem0r!es 4 2day... f!lled w!f happ!ness... surpr!ses... m t0uched... gan d0ng !s wat ! wld used 2 descr!be 2day da me ba... recall!n all da mem0r!es 4 da day... happ!ness+t0uched da tears ba... @least ! d!d shed sum happ!ness tears ya?? =p hen nan wang de 19th b!rthday!! ha0 ka! x!n... ha0 gan d0ng... wanna say... x!e*2 n! men... w!l b m!ss!n t!s ver! day!! w!l b m!ss!n u guyz!! thanx 2 all th0se wh0 actually had t!ngs 0n 2day... yet turned up 4 t!s gather!n... a m!ll!0n 0f thanx!! n0t 4gett!n my fam!ly... wh0 celebrated t!s ver! day w!f me a few hrs ag0... ever! yr w!f0ut fa!led... thanx!! luv ya always!! hmm... juz rec!eved my jun!0r da
w!shes... haa... qu0ted by her... "can't b da 1st... but b da last... "... thanx all 4 ya w!shes... GAN D0NG!! [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] shu! yue bu l!u ren... y! q!e me! ha0 de hu! y!... w!l always remember da!! t!s mem0rable day g0nna end le... dun w!sh 4 t!s day 2 pass!! w!l b m!ss!n !t !n my heart 0f mem0r!es!! ^-^ w!l b upl0ad!n da p!cs taken sum 0ther days ba... take care all...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 9:40 PM
+ A M!ll!0n Thanks... T0uched!! Zhen De... +
[[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] a m!ll!0n thanx...
surpr!ses c0l0red my day... u guyz really br!ghten up my day!! rec!eved my fren's w!shes s!nce last
n!te... when ! w0ke up t!s m0rn!n... was w0nder!n wat my day wld b l!ke... wld !t b an0ther n0rmal
b!rthday tat ! used 2 hav ever! yr?? [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] = ) taken my p!nky fl0ral dress last
n!te... a g!ft fr my parents... was !r0n!n !t early t!s m0rn!n... gett!n ready 4 budd!es gather!n !n da later part 0f da day!! my buddy... juw! !s meet!n us 2day!! l0ng t!me n0 c her le!! m!z her!! hee... was happ!ly dress!n up... f!tt!n !n2 my p!nky fl0ral dress... seems fat ! supp0se?? =p but really luv da dress al0t!! c0s !ts fr my daddy+mummy!! hmm... was supp0se 2 meet @11.30am... then changed 2 12pm... but ! was st!l late!! really s0rry!! shld hav w0ke up earl!er t!s m0rn!n... 9+ then awake...
= ( s0rry 2 hav made u guyz reached early... [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] was meet!n my buddy
me!yu... 0n my way dwn 2 0rchard... she was wear!n a sweet+cut!e sk!rt!! n!ce!! hee... ^-^ hmm... wh!le b0ard!n da tra!n fr yck... saw kh+her bf... dat!n huh?? haa... j!u zhe yang... t00k da same tra!n 2gather... chatt!n al0ng da way... reached 0ur st0p le!! walk!n+chatt!n w!f
me!yu... 2 0ur gather!n place... breeks! @taka... well... reached breeks! le... really s0rry 2 all... tat u guyz r all wa!t!n there... [[l!fe f!lled w!f
surpr!ses...]] hmm... my budd!es... chr!s+juw!+
s!ndy+jm+wl+jw+me!yu 0f c0s... thanx all 4
cum!n 0ut 2day!! = ) settl!n dwn... plac!n 0ur 0rders... yum*2... t00k sum sh0ts 0f 0ur f00d... =p @breeks! ever!1 was chatt!n... j0k!n... tak!n p!cs... laf!n here n there... mem0rable happy m0ments!! m!z da m0ments... [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] here cums 0ur f00d!! guess after eat!n... ever!1 w!l b ver! "hungry" huh?? haa... halfway thru... few start 2 say "hungry" le... =p hmm... guess ever!1 had alm0st f!n!sh the!r f00d?? except 4 me?? da sl0west!! really s0rry... surpr!ses really m0ves me... f!n!sh!n my meal... cha!n 0f surpr!ses fr my
budd!es... seems l!ke they hav planned ever!t!ng... really thanx!! [[l!fe f!lled w!f surpr!ses...]] 2 b
c0nt!nued...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: @ 1:52 AM
+ Mummy... U Are Da Best!! +
hmm... hav been days s!nce ! last bl0gged... my br0 had juz sumh0w managed 2 rec0ver 0ur hm c0nnect!0n?? w0nder wat my r0uter !s d0!n!! s0 unstable!! keep d/c!! me gave up le... f!n!sh
bl0gg!n... ! g0 slp le... yeah!! g0t my dress a few hrs ag0?? hee... but den they alter unt!l 2 sh0rt le!! h0w!! seems s0 me!*2!! 0mg... ! wan mature!! st!l
t!nk!n wanna wear da dress later ya?? haa...
t!nk*2 1st... =p was chatt!n w!f my buddy all da way fr 11pm... th0ugh 0ur top!cs seems "d0wn"?? but n!ce chat ! wld say... al0t 0f gan chu... al0t 0f
t!nk!ns been xchanged... r!te me!yu?? st!l ! wan 2 say... "juz b 0urselves!! we r wh0 we r!!" muz y0ng yuan kua! le!! ^-^ hmm... @12m... rece!ved a n0. 0f my budd!es+frenz da w!shes... 1st msg was fr my 2 sec best frenz... hua+t0ng!! f0ll0wed by wl... me!yu!! wh0m ! was already chatt!n w!f 0n da p0ne... "l!ve" w!shes... haa... n0 s!ng s0ng 4 me!! haa... then f0ll0wed by jm... s!ndy... etc... x!e la all!! hen ka! x!n u guyz remembered my b!rthday!! m really happy!! = ) th0ugh t!s day "cla!med" 2 b my b!rthday?? but 2 me... !ts m0re 0f a great day 4 my mummy ba... !ts her "suffer!n" day ! wld say?? da day she gave b!rth 2 me!! thanx 4 g!v!n b!rth 2 me 0n t!s spec!al day 0f u+me... mummy... luv ya always!! ^-^ u r da greatest!! muackz!! later g0!n 0ut w!f my budd!es le... lunch @breeks!
aga!n?? haa... cya guyz later... 0h ya... rece!ved my aust fren da w!shes 2!! ha0 ka! x!n tat u st!l remember my b!rthday!! l0ng t!me n0 @@ u le... h0pe 2 cya real s00n!! m!z ya all!! qu shu! le... Zzz...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Wednesday, December 08, 2004 @ 11:47 PM
+ Regret?? +
regrets!! y always l!ke tat da!! always "act!0n" le... then regret!! ha!... went 2 "tr!m" my ha!r... w!f0ut even c0ns!der!n my ch0!ce 4 less than 1/2 a day?? argh!! n0w regret le!! stup!d 0f me!! sad la!! ha!r sh0rter le!! l0ng ha!r faster cum back!! m!z ya!!
= ( sat dun wan wear my dress le!! s0b*2... perhaps... me really feel!n d0wn ba... sumh0w juz feel l!ke g0!n 4 a walk... free!n all my unhapp!ness by cutt!n ha!r ya?? s!nce yesterday... suddenly feel unhappy ba... sadness... tr0ubled...
ever!t!ng... sumh0w there r sum t!ngs tat make me feel d0wn... yet myself !s st!l w0nder!n wat ! m sad abt e!ther... stress?? tr0ubles?? dun0e ba... ha!... mayb tat's l!fe ba... ever!1 had 2 g0 thru all these... !sn't !t?? well... 2day after wk... actually
!ntend 2 g0 sh0pp!n?? 0r shld ! say... g0!n sumwhere... w!f da ma!n purp0se 0f juz walk!n?? but !t seems l!ke m0st 0f my "fren l!st" can't make
!t... w!f sum 0f them n0t able 2 g0 hm late huh?? ha!... !n da end... ! made my ch0!ce... cut my ha!r!! tat's wat ! wld d0 whenever ! m feel!n d0wn... whenever ! m sad... ! wld th0ught 0f cutt!n a new ha!rstyle... cut away all my tr0ubles... my sadness... let !t all d!sappear... away... away... n0w my ha!r sh0rt*2 le... l!ke me!*2 tat type?? dun
l!ke!! ! wan mature cum ladyl!ked da!! th0ugh ! adm!t me n0t at all ladyl!ked ba... but my a!m !s 2 b mature... s mature + 0ld s p0ss!ble... n m0st 0f all... ladyl!ked!! tat's my !deal !mage 0f a gal!! ^-^ after ha!r tr!m... can't c much d!ff ba?? but !t's actually ver! sh0rt le!! ha!... bu ka! x!n da evelyn!! bu ka! x!n da me!! w0nder!n... perhaps tat's l!fe... x! wang kua! le!! hu0 xu... "bu ka! x!n" neng pe! ban zhe w0 y! q! z0u gu0 t!s l!fe j0urney ba... = )
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Sunday, December 05, 2004 @ 11:08 PM
+ Happ!ness... Sadness... +
early m0rn!n... br!ng my "darl!n" g0 4 h!s yearly vac!nat!0n... saw al0t 0f h!s "fren*2" there!! s0
cut!e!! ^-^ l0l... "darl!n" seems scared when da vet was exam!n!n h!m... sh!ver!n w0r~ =x me 2!! esp when da vet was g!v!n h!m !nject!0n... yee!! after
t!s... went 2 hav 0ur breakfast!! hungry le!! yum*2!! d!m sum + my fav "p! dan" p0rr!dge!! hee... m0rn!n act!v!es settled!! !ts t!me 4 sh0pp!n la!! br!ng my mummy g0 c da wh!te dress... but she dun l!ke!! hmm... s0 went 2 "Sense" b0ut!que... 2 l00k 4 my dress!! w0ahaa... saw 1 p!nky da fl0ral dress!! l00ks sweet... but w0nder h0w !t w!ll l00ks 0n me... c0s 0nly tr!ed da blacky da... p!nky da n0 hav "S" le!! = ( blacky seems lad!es + qu!te mature ba... anyway... 0rdered da p!nky dress le!! + sum alterat!0n 2 b made... hee... h0pe can get !t by cum!n fr! ya?? wanna wear !t 0n cum!n sat!! ^-^ 0ther than my p!nky dress... b0ught an0ther
p!nky kn!tted bl0use 2!! hee... all p!nky huh?? l0l... c0s t!s kn!tted bl0use dun hav wh!te... s0 next
ch0!ce w!ll b p!nk!! =p hmm... s0 me juz ch00se wat ! l!ke... when pay!n... 0mg!! then ! n0e da
p!nky dress qu!te ex?? arnd 65?? l0l... mayb 2 sum 0f ya... n0t ex huh?? but 2 me... !ts ab!t ex l0!! c0s t!nk ! wld n0t spend <50 4 a s!ngle cl0the 0f m!ne ba?? dun t!nk ! shld wear s0 gd da cl0thes l0... 4 my fam!ly... ! wldn't m!nd spend!n 4 them ya?? hee... luv them always!! but t!s t!me... my mummy say... she + daddy w!ll b pay!n 4 da cl0thes ! ch0se 2day... 4 my cum!n bdae?? hmm... ab!t regret spend!n tat much 4 a s!mple bdae treat??<100... feel s0 bad spent s0 much 0f the!r m0ney!! s0rry!! d!n expect da dress 2 c0st tat much...
= ( sh0pp!n ended... went hm 4 a rest... b4 ! went 0ut aga!n... t!s t!me n0t sh0pp!n 0f c0s... but 2 @@ my grandma... tats where sadness cums !n... 1st half 0f da day... f!lled w!f happ!ness... yet 2nd half... ha!... well... heard tat my grandma wanted 2 pull 0ut all th0se tubes + needles tat r placed 0n her hands... she wanted 2 g0 hm... when hear!n
t!s... n l00k!n da way she bhaves... da feel!n... ch! say!n... "x!n(1) suan(1)"... heart s0ur... she was say!n many we!rd t!ngs tat she shldn't hav sa!d?? da feel!n she gave me... she miz hm al0t*2... feel!n l0nely... juz*2 dun understand!! y when 1 !s 0ld... 1 can't escape fr all th0se s!ckness + m!ser!es!! perhaps... when 1 !s 0ld... they juz needed m0re care + luv fr the!r k!ns ba... get well s00n... grandma... l!fe f!lled w!f many*2 unpred!ctable happen!ns... w0nder... w0nder... w0nder...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Saturday, December 04, 2004 @ 1:53 AM
+ Bel!eve... +
starry n!te... came back n0t l0ng ag0... juz f!n!shed bath!n!! =p m!z my ba0 be! bed!! later g0!n dreamland le!! haa... but g0nna bl0g juz n0w da
b!ts+pcs 1st... 0r shld ! say... last n!te da happen!ns b4 ! Zzz... ya?? aga!n !ts fr!... 0ur gather!n day!!
n!ce grp gather!n @0rchard juz n0w... d!nner @sakura... l0l... seems l!ke a f00d pass!n d!nner?? =x l0ts 0f laughters + teas!ns... haa... hmm... guess ever!1 had sum fun ya?? mayb n0t al0t... but at least a l!ttle huh?? w0ahaa!! fat le la!! 2day ate s0 many n!ce stuffs!! m0rn!n ate cheese cake... n00n @del!france... da p0tat0e grat!n n!ce!! yum*2!! next t!me wan g0 eat aga!n!! hee... + juz n0w d!nner... l0tas n!ce d!shes... t0l g0t 6 d!shes huh?? g0t black pepper s0t0ng + h0t*2 da kang k0ng + h0t plate beancurd + t0m yum fr!ed r!ce + sweet & s0ur f!sh sl!ces + fr!ed want0n!! tempted?? l0l... =p pr0gramme after d!nner... chatt!n @starbucks...
n!ce+relax!n!! seld0m had da chance... s!tt!n d0wn @cafe al0ng da n!te streets 0f 0rchard... catch!n up da l!ttle t!ngs w!f ya frenz... ate cheese cake aga!n!! l0l... t!s t!me !s new y0rk da cheese cake... hmm... qu!te n!ce ! can say... = ) tr!ed da t0za h0t tea there... grey earl black tea?? 4g0t da tea name... but taste ab!t l!ke g!nger?? haa... !nterest!n taste ba... spent al0t 2day... next wk g0nna b w0rst?? tha! buffet!! l00k!n 4ward 2 !t ya?? haa... well... ended da day by recall!n l!ttle b!ts+pcs 4 da n!te...
:: pr0m!se ::
was l!sten!n 2 my sad+sent!mental playl!st... l!ttle w0rds 2 share... "y!ng we! w0 x!ang x!ng w0 shu0 x!ang x!ng de... zh! ya0 x!ang x!ng... q! da! j!u hu! cheng zhen... " as l0ng as we bel!eve... 0ur dreams w!ll cum true... = ) h0pe ever!1 f!nd ya way al0ng da r0ad 0f j0urney... n f0und da ver! 1...
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset :: Thursday, December 02, 2004 @ 11:44 PM
+ Wh!te Dress... D0ct0r V!s!t... +
t!red... ever!day seems s0 b0r!n + un!nterest!n da!! can't stand 0ff!ce da a!r-c0n!! ha0 leng!! seems l!ke sg a!r-c0n n0 need $$ ah?? l0l... a sentence ! always say... esp !n sch... lecture theatres s0 c0ld da!!ever!day... haben reach 0ff!ce... me j!u start c0unt!n dwn 2 0ffwk da t!me l!a0... haa... m!z my h0ls!! g0t 2 get used 2 da wk!n w0rld??ha!... anyway... went 2 L0t1 juz n0w... saw 1 wh!te dress... s0 n!ce+sweet!! tempted!! but den da t0p ab!t reveal!n huh?? hmm... transparant?? but s0
n!ce!! h0w!! chr!s!! faster help me t!nk h0w 2 g0 abt wear!n da dress?? muz match w!f wat leh?? ! wan buy da dress!! = ( went 2 @@ d0ct0r aga!n... ha!... stup!d c0ugh!! c0ugh 4 alm0st 3+ wks?? waste my p0cket $$ la!! ha!... t!s t!me rnd... get 2 @@ my fav d0ct0r... d0ct0r t!an... l0l... a d0ct0r wh0m ! used 2 v!s!t s!nce small ba... hee... h0pe t!s t!me rnd... da med!c!ne can st0p me fr c0ugh!n anym0re!! 2nd
t!me ! v!s!t da d0ct0r t!s mth l!a0... ha!... = ( 2m0l0 da gather!n... n0 1 make any dec!s!0n da!! all n0 c0nf!rm!! d!sapp0!nted... n0 m00d le... dun feel l!ke g0!n le... c h0w ba... mayb g0 hm slp huh?? = )
:: mem0r!es bey0nd the sunset ::