Wednesday, December 08, 2004 @ 11:47 PM
regrets!! y always l!ke tat da!! always "act!0n" le... then regret!! ha!... went 2 "tr!m" my ha!r... w!f0ut even c0ns!der!n my ch0!ce 4 less than 1/2 a day?? argh!! n0w regret le!! stup!d 0f me!! sad la!! ha!r sh0rter le!! l0ng ha!r faster cum back!! m!z ya!!
= ( sat dun wan wear my dress le!! s0b*2... perhaps... me really feel!n d0wn ba... sumh0w juz feel l!ke g0!n 4 a walk... free!n all my unhapp!ness by cutt!n ha!r ya?? s!nce yesterday... suddenly feel unhappy ba... sadness... tr0ubled...
ever!t!ng... sumh0w there r sum t!ngs tat make me feel d0wn... yet myself !s st!l w0nder!n wat ! m sad abt e!ther... stress?? tr0ubles?? dun0e ba... ha!... mayb tat's l!fe ba... ever!1 had 2 g0 thru all these... !sn't !t?? well... 2day after wk... actually
!ntend 2 g0 sh0pp!n?? 0r shld ! say... g0!n sumwhere... w!f da ma!n purp0se 0f juz walk!n?? but !t seems l!ke m0st 0f my "fren l!st" can't make
!t... w!f sum 0f them n0t able 2 g0 hm late huh?? ha!... !n da end... ! made my ch0!ce... cut my ha!r!! tat's wat ! wld d0 whenever ! m feel!n d0wn... whenever ! m sad... ! wld th0ught 0f cutt!n a new ha!rstyle... cut away all my tr0ubles... my sadness... let !t all d!sappear... away... away... n0w my ha!r sh0rt*2 le... l!ke me!*2 tat type?? dun
l!ke!! ! wan mature cum ladyl!ked da!! th0ugh ! adm!t me n0t at all ladyl!ked ba... but my a!m !s 2 b mature... s mature + 0ld s p0ss!ble... n m0st 0f all... ladyl!ked!! tat's my !deal !mage 0f a gal!! ^-^ after ha!r tr!m... can't c much d!ff ba?? but !t's actually ver! sh0rt le!! ha!... bu ka! x!n da evelyn!! bu ka! x!n da me!! w0nder!n... perhaps tat's l!fe... x! wang kua! le!! hu0 xu... "bu ka! x!n" neng pe! ban zhe w0 y! q! z0u gu0 t!s l!fe j0urney ba... = )
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regrets!! y always l!ke tat da!! always "act!0n" le... then regret!! ha!... went 2 "tr!m" my ha!r... w!f0ut even c0ns!der!n my ch0!ce 4 less than 1/2 a day?? argh!! n0w regret le!! stup!d 0f me!! sad la!! ha!r sh0rter le!! l0ng ha!r faster cum back!! m!z ya!!
= ( sat dun wan wear my dress le!! s0b*2... perhaps... me really feel!n d0wn ba... sumh0w juz feel l!ke g0!n 4 a walk... free!n all my unhapp!ness by cutt!n ha!r ya?? s!nce yesterday... suddenly feel unhappy ba... sadness... tr0ubled...
ever!t!ng... sumh0w there r sum t!ngs tat make me feel d0wn... yet myself !s st!l w0nder!n wat ! m sad abt e!ther... stress?? tr0ubles?? dun0e ba... ha!... mayb tat's l!fe ba... ever!1 had 2 g0 thru all these... !sn't !t?? well... 2day after wk... actually
!ntend 2 g0 sh0pp!n?? 0r shld ! say... g0!n sumwhere... w!f da ma!n purp0se 0f juz walk!n?? but !t seems l!ke m0st 0f my "fren l!st" can't make
!t... w!f sum 0f them n0t able 2 g0 hm late huh?? ha!... !n da end... ! made my ch0!ce... cut my ha!r!! tat's wat ! wld d0 whenever ! m feel!n d0wn... whenever ! m sad... ! wld th0ught 0f cutt!n a new ha!rstyle... cut away all my tr0ubles... my sadness... let !t all d!sappear... away... away... n0w my ha!r sh0rt*2 le... l!ke me!*2 tat type?? dun
l!ke!! ! wan mature cum ladyl!ked da!! th0ugh ! adm!t me n0t at all ladyl!ked ba... but my a!m !s 2 b mature... s mature + 0ld s p0ss!ble... n m0st 0f all... ladyl!ked!! tat's my !deal !mage 0f a gal!! ^-^ after ha!r tr!m... can't c much d!ff ba?? but !t's actually ver! sh0rt le!! ha!... bu ka! x!n da evelyn!! bu ka! x!n da me!! w0nder!n... perhaps tat's l!fe... x! wang kua! le!! hu0 xu... "bu ka! x!n" neng pe! ban zhe w0 y! q! z0u gu0 t!s l!fe j0urney ba... = )
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